{keepin it real}

THE Best Tank Top ($12.99) | Denim | Sandals (grey dove)

Today, I’m having a day!

Not a good one!!

And I decided that I’m going to keep it really real over here…..

I have a gnarly zit on my chin. And I’m not messing around when I say it’s the size of Africa! There is not enough Tarte Shape Tape in the world to cover this thing. About to name the son of a bitch. Any suggestions? Maybe Bertha? Or Bernard? Something that starts with a B, preferably.

I went to Weight Watchers this morning….and

I’m the exact same weight. The scale didn’t budge. They congratulated me. WTF? I was pissed! I’m trying really, really FUCKING hard.

I gave up sugar (added sugar to be exact) Meaning….NO wine. And I desperately want to go home and pour myself a big ass glass of Bogle Chardonnay. Or pound it straight from the bottle. I can’t break a promise I made to myself. So, I wont. But, I’m gonna bitch about it a bit!

As of recent, I’ve turned into a night owl. I stay up till almost midnight. Doing absolutely nothing. Then my alarm goes off at 4:30 am and I want to die. A slow death. So, I’m basically dead right now.

Walmart grocery pick-up tried to sub my Pike Place k-cups for some janky never-heard-of-brand. Ummm, no thanks. Don’t mess with a gal and her coffee! #amiright? Which translates to – I have NO coffee!

I am in NO way shape or form looking for sympathy. I’m just telling you we all have shit days! Even when our social media feed may not look like it. It’s called real life!

I told myself I need to cancel out all the bad shit with some good shit. In the grand scheme of things, this shit isn’t really all that bad anyway!

Tonight Bay’s making me dinner. She picked out the ingredients. And I don’t have to cook. Or do the dishes. Thank you sweet baby Jesus. I mean, Bay!!!

The scale didn’t move this week, but that’s okay. it’s not the end of the world. At least I didn’t gain, right? Just means I need to Reset. Readjust. Restart. Refocus. I got this!

Tomorrow morning Bay and I are going for a coffee date before work + her babysitting gig. We’re going back to Scribblers Coffeehouse. It’s so cute and we both dig their coffee! And God knows, I need all the coffee.

My Mom is coming over tonight. And we’re going to go on a long ass walk. I’ll most likely complain about everything to her. She’ll make me feel better. We’ll laugh about ridiculous shit. And hopefully I’ll be so exhausted, I will sleep like a frickin baby! Fingers crossed!

I found THE best tank top EVER! It’s $12.99. Has functional buttons. It’s ribbed. And fitted. So I’ve got that going for me! (ps – it runs a little small, I recommend sizing up)

I instantly feel better. Just writing it down. Readjusting my sails. And tomorrow is Friday bitches! So, I don’t have time to be sad or mad!